Fuck my roommate and her bullshit

It’s so not fucking fair that my roommate can still be so fucking skinny even though she eats shit all day and a bajillion fucking calories. And here I am, trying to eat healthily, all fresh produce blahblahblah, working out for hours at a time, and I still probably look giant in comparison. Why is it that I'm the one that has to struggle day in day out with an eating disorder while she can just do whatever the fuck she wants and stay the fucking same. My measurements and weight are ALL lower and smaller, but I just look disproportionate and fatty. Why is it that her body naturally has thighs that curve outward and a thin frame, and thin-looking arms, and just everything. She doesn't even deserve all this ease and just getting by life with a pass-go-collect-200-fucking-dollars card. She's inconsiderate, ill-tempered, whiny, privileged to all fucking hell, stubborn, unyielding, etc. etc. etc. It's really hard for me to come to hate anyone, but CONGRATULATIONS, ROOMMATE, you took the cake on this one! If anything, karma should be against her, not letting her get a free pass in life. Tou-fucking-cé, universe, and thanks a lot for reducing me to this sorry, jealous, ugly excuse for a human being. Fuck everything. I can't stand this girl. Just 1.5 more months and I will never have to deal with her again.