After I broke my not-purging streak, I had just been terrible with all the cereal and snacks and whatnot in my apartment. b/p like twice a day. But! I started the 2-4-6-8 diet yesterday and I haven't b/p since sometime early on Saturday. Apparently I do need a strict diet to keep order in my life, hah. I did really well yesterday and ate almost all fruits and veggies, but then I was tempted with free Oreos and I couldn't resist. I didn't do too badly, though, since I only ate a few Oreos and then a serving of this Pasta Sides thing instead of half the pantry. And then I promptly went to the gym and worked it all off. :) Feels so good to work off my calories instead of purging. I think this is what I did back in December/early January, so I want to keep this up instead of my terrible b/p habits from late January/February. Yeah, they're both types of bulimia, but (at least in my mind), exercise bulimia is just so much healthier and better in every way. Except my legs are getting really muscular, so I am starting to look really athletic, rather than having the thin, elegant legs that I would like to have.
My scale has been completely off/broken, though. I weighed myself yesterday and the weight was pretty reasonable in range, compared to the other weights it gave me.... but too bad all the weights I saw were approximately 10 lbs. lighter than I know I actually am. And then last night, it decided to semi-work for a while, then give me weights that are (hopefully) ~5 lbs. heavier than I think I should be, instead. Great... Good thing I'm going home soon, where another, more-accurate, scale is hopefully waiting for me. Unless my parents returned it, since I'm the only one who would use it and I'm off at school most of the year. Fingers crossed.
Anyway, today is "4" day, and I already have my day planned out, so I should be good.
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