I am really fucking terrible at posting, aren't I?
So over/after spring break, I gained a shitton of weight that I am trying hard to lose right now. Ate way too much, been eating way too much, and exercising too little. I'm trying my best to basically go from bulimia to anorexia. I rarely "actually" binge nowadays (according to the DSM) but I still have bouts of eating what seems like a lot to me and then needing to purge that. By bouts I mean like once a day. Sucks... at least it isn't like 4 times a day anymore, although it will never be as good as not doing it at all. I think my longest period of not b/p was right before and during spring break, lasting about 1.5 weeks. And the moment I got back to my apartment at uni.....bad times. I think my scale is broken so I still have no idea what I weigh, but.... it's definitely way too much.
I need a new diet. Clearly this eat-whatever-and-attempt-to-make-sure-I-don't-go-over-x-calories method isn't working out too well. lol. Any suggestions? Maybe sgd....?
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